Seriously , my mood today was way down negative . I don't even know what to blog about today . I just feel like skipping those usual stuffs like blogging what happen today and then how lucky i am and then how unlucky i got and so on and so forth ...

Seriously , i just want to do some rantings but maybe not here . *Despite the fact that i'm actually doing it already.* I just can't swallow th anger into my tummy . Oh my god , my volcano is erupting ! I've gotten all my words inside my mind but i just don't know how to type it out . Moodless , i guess this can last for weeks . Everything changed since sec 2 , i'm missing 2007 terribly . Some how some what , 2009 seems so no life to me . At least for my opinion . I started to sleep more during school times and seriously , i hope i could just quit school but still , my poly dream . Darn it !

I'm starting to be more and more sensitive , i hope it's for th time being only . But i just can't stop thinking that blahblahblahblahblahblahblah . It's tired to keep thinking of all this and it's ain't so simple . Yeah , no longer . Th sensibility may be real . I gave in and tried my best not to bother . Never mind , i don't know what i'm talking now . I know i know i know , but nothing helps , all i could do is just sit and stare and wait for time to pass like nobody's business . Some don't know me and they acts like they were and speaks happily . You're lucky , if it's th previous me , i would probably yell and kept yanking away . But now , i learned to relax and cool . Forget eveything and ymwam ! Maybe only one person now ...

Tired speaks to me just now ,