Monday, January 12, 2009
Oh my god , i'm such a good girl loh . I came home straight after school . Woke ut 7am today . Was so shocked so quickly prepared and went down . Luckily i wasn't VERY late . Ms evelyn dint come to school . Totally upset , left aloned with that super BIG MOUTH Lionel and Jason .
Assemble and partnered yumin then went back class . First lesson was social studies . Made mind maps and stuffs . Then maths . Arnita came in . Did th usual stuffs like going through all those question we done . Somehow i'm getting more and more interested in maths . Okeh , perhaps it's for now only .
Maths then mother tongue then recess . Ate and jamie went crazy . She kept throwing her wallet away . OMG ! Insane ! Physics was totally BORING ! Mr Tan wasn't here and it made th class so noisy + irritating . I really can't stand nor sit it . Gahhhhhh ! It's just a lizard and people and go screaming over it . Okay , it's just my personal feelings . I got so moody during physics and lionel came upon me and ask why i'm not smiling . Dint say anything then lionel says he'll treat me ice cream . I have evidence okay .
After physic was english . Slept almost th whole lesson . Woke up and i was still in my dream land until Ms Ross came and gave us work to do after she finished her speech . Ms Ross says we could discuss between each another and then jason said " my partner also nvr listen " Then i gave him that look . -.- It wasn;t my fault somehow . I asked him if i could sleep for her lesson . He said if i want , i could .
Omg , i'm getting more and more stress . It's just th beginning of th year . I guess if this continues i will get mad over it . I'm just like a hamburger being clamped in among . Maybe not hamburger . Hamburger only have two sides . I have manymanymany sides . I'm trying to let both sides happy . In th end , still old same thing . None of them is happy . Neither i'm happy . Nobody thought of my feelings . Maybe i dint think of others too . Then sorry , i apologize . It's not i wanted that way too . What can i do . I can't control anything . I say , anything beyond my control . Even i can't control charco . She doesn't listen to me . This is not like before alrdy . 2009 have great changes . What i can do is only adapt to it . Sigh , maybe it's just my personal thoughts . Maybe im wrong over it . & I'm not trying to hint anything . Okeh , i shall be going . Have to prepared stuffs and blah . Having training later . Sigh . Shall reply tags soon again .
P/S : 有许多的不愿但没办法，我无法选择。
Loving Minhwan @ 1:47 PM
