Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Woke up rather late and dint went for training . Reason is ' I WAS LATE ' Sigh ~ It's holiday you see , that's why i'm making such a effort to sleep more when i can't do it when th school reopens . I need my energy , you see ! Laughs ! Okay okay , my fault for not going training .
Woke up and then continued my drama ! Hohoh , i'm toooooo in for hongkong artistes and stuffs ! Shall talk more about it since i finally have th time to blog .
Okay , then watched until 4-5 plus , evelyn msg me and asked me to accompany her . Bathed and prepared and bused to inter and find her . I'm so good right ? Hahah ! Then waited for her customer . I was sooooooo famished cans , then she kept guailan me . Idoit ! Went for my breakfast kum lunch kum dinner @ cs . You can see how hungry am i right ?!
Went to poh kim and then bought my beloved hongkong drama . Hohoho ! Then went to eve house and watched it . Sigh ~ She machiam really sick alrdy . Talked like bo xia like that . Okay fine , maybe she's really sick . Then while watching , she slept like pigggggggggg ! So i concentrate on my drama until it's 9.30pm plus . It's alrdy such a miracle that she will wake up and let me out of th house alrdy .
So homed after that . And once i opened th door , my sis is alrdy standing me nagging nagging / scolding scolding . When will they understand me ? I have so many problems here alrdy !
Family problems : They don't even know how i felt . Mom nag at me saying that i went out everyday and i was rarely at home . No , i wasn't ! I was home in th afternoon when she's working ! How would she know that i'm not at home ! She don't even understand me ! She says that i don't bother about this family . If i really don't bother about it , i won't bother coming home . When did they really count me as family ? They dint tell me about gathering and stuffs . There's one time , mom says there's gathering that night . She only tell me on that very day , i said dint know and asked why she dint tell me in th first place . Her reaction was : how can you don't know about it . Even dajie know about it and you don't know ? Like hello ?! You dint tell me how i know ?! And then erjie , she thinks that i don't keep an effort of taking care of charco . I tried my best alrdy . Do you even know ? No ! You're working and all you get this information is from granny . What do they really expect me to do ? And then korkor , idk what to say , but every time , all he does to me is scolding scolding and more scolding . He dint praised me once . Upon getting marks that he know i couldn't get , he reaction was : why can't you score more ? Do they even know my stress ? Yes , i admit ! I played alot , i almost dropped to NA . They thought that i don't bother about studies anymore . Once i reached home , i just on my computer and do my stuffs and don't bother about studies . No , i didn't ! If i was , i won't bother to go school and cca .
Cca problems : And what mr tan and mr alsagoff expect of me ? Yes , i dint go cca for a several times including yesterday one . But that doesn't means i don't bother about it alrdy . It's not that i don't wna go for trainings alrdy ! I planned to go ! People go for training to release stress . But what , you gave me more stress . Th tank is almost full alrdy and you added more . Sooner or later , i will be bursting ! There's training tml , i know they will start talking a whole lot of principle to me . Just give me a break . I will be going tml . I promise !
Friendship problems : It's been awhile alrdy . I know you guys still can't take her in . Guess what ? I surrender ! 2E3 isn't like this . This isn't th 2E3 i know when it's January . I gave up alrdy .
Relationship problems : We drifted .. It's been awhile since we last met . I'm tired of coaxing you everytime . When will you give me sweet talks again ? I'm waiting for that day .
Sigh ~ Since i have my ranting , then i'll have my dedication .
Chua Yu Min : Sigh ~ We drifted so much alrdy . But nehmind nehmind , i shall pull you back ! Hohoho ! Thanks for th laughter and everything . Your singing , your voice and everything ! My first ever best friend made during sec one ! We sticked together like super glue wherever we go . Though sometime i made you angry and you pissed me off but we get back together very fast ! Hohoh , this is called best friends mah ! Plusplusplus , you're like my twin sister ! Hohoho , same interest and stuffs . Mahjong , kbox and hongkong dramas ! Don't ever forget me if we're going to different different classes . Must remember me ! TAN AH TIAN , your love one hor ! Hohoho ! I MISSSSSSSSS YOUR VOICE , LAUGHTER AND STUFFS LAH ! :} ♥
Evelyn Chew Pei Yan :Ah you guailan ! Never guailan one day you don't feel easy is it ? Cannot stop guailan-ing one ! Ahhh , never mind . That's you ! Thanks for you laughter wor , though sometimes you made my head almost burning . Cause what ? Cuase you guailan mah ! Thanks for accompanying me to places though sometimes i can see that you don't feel like going . Guess what , your laughter made me laugh , sooooooo LAUGH more to make me happy ! Get it ? If not can guailan more abit . I know you can do it ! Hohoho ! We'll going same classes right ? Cannot pangseh me and run with other people one hor ! Ahhh , but i still love you ! ♥
Hu Ruixian :Ah you ! I know you'll definitely go to different class as mine . Why ? Cause you're tooooooo clever alrdy ! These past 4 years , dint really cherish you as a real friend until th 2nd semester of 2007 . I know you more and stuffs , understand you and know what you want and expect of . Sorry for making you pissed off sometimes . But i know you'll forgive me ! Hohoh ! Organize an outing again alright ? I'll miss you like hell loads one ! I will never forget you ! ♥
Lee Jiahui :MOMMMMY ! Hohoho , th most free one everytime . Don't turn me down when i jio you out hor ! Don't pangseh me go find your gregory ! If not i'll killlllll you ! Still , i loveeeeeeeeee mommmmmy !
Lim Jiahui : Sorry for shouting that time . Th whole incident was a misunderstanding . Idk , we only want to know th fact . Ahh , forget it . It's been so long alrdy . Guess what ? I miss th days when slacking with you on every friday . Ask me out okay ? I'll be waiting . Still , you're my beloved mango !
Loh Shirleen :Oi ! I won't turn you down next time if you ask for a carebear hug one ! Why ? Cause i wna hug you every now and then ! Er , don't misunderstand ah ! Hohoho ! I miss your voice and laughter ! Your every movement ! Your way of making fun of teacher . Sigh ~ I don't know how to survive without your laughter manxzxzx ! But it's okay , don't turn me down if i jio you out hor ! Then i will still be able to hear your laughter and voice ! I LOVEEE YOU VEHLI VEHLI MUCHY ! ♥
Paulynn Yong :Hoho , still remembered we were close during sec one . Ahhh , i miss th time manxzzxzzx . And yah , i remembered about th pol pot project . I will definitely like to work together with you again even though we will be going different classes ! Will miss you like hell ! Thanks for th note that time ! I know you don't like those mushy mushy things but still , i wna say i loveee you ! I wna take new photo with you ! :}
Pamela Teo :Ah you idiot ! Stop being horny alrdy can ! You this maomao princess of maomao land ! Donate me some mao if you have too much ! Laughs ! Joking , i got enough of mao ! Lol ! Miss your jokes and every movement . Seriously , we wasn't close . Not even now , but it's okay . I still have you in my heart and i swear it's true ! Don't forget me hor ! :} Ahhh , i love you maomao gong zhu ! LAUGHS ! :] I wna take photo with you !
Xie Jiaqi :Don't ask me what's happening between th four of us . I don't know too . I give up alrdy . This battle is too tough for me alrdy . Thanks for being there when i need you . Sorr for not there when you need me . Maybe you're right , i took advantage of you only . I only find you when i have problems but not when you're in trouble . We have too much problems between us now . I don't know how to solve and which to solve first . Maybe we're not like before alrdy . Ask me out one day , i really wna know th fact and what's happening . I'll be waiting .
Bryan Foo , Jason Lim , Kow Hao Xuan , Lim Qi Xian , Lionel Chin , Ng Jun Hao & Aaron Yin :My dearest friends , you guys never fail me make me laugh . I will missssss you guys one ! Make sure next time you guys go out must jio me one hor ! Pool , movie or anything ! Sorry for make you guys mad and times , throwing tempers at you all . Giving princess attitudes ! Really sorry ! Forgive me okay ? I'll never forget you guys one ! ♥
Lo Jian Hao :Seee ! A special one for you ! Though you left 1E3 and move one to 2N3 . But i've never ever forget about you . Misses your crapping and lots ! Hope dao me when we walk past next time okay ! :} ♥
I've never forget about you guys ! Without you guys , it'll never be 2E3 ! I will miss you guys ! Don't forget about me ! :}
Maybe that's about it . Last but not least , photos of 1E3'07 and 2E3'08 !
Loving Minhwan @ 10:57 PM