Sunday, October 05, 2008
Kill me please , P.S/ Tags and photos will be replied and uploaded next time .
02 October HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY XIAN !
went t cafe cartel for a so called celebration . both aaron and sebastian kho ate and went back for oral . walked around then went down to commonwealth t find deardear . Had a small tiff before that but was alright alrdy . Reached home around 10 plus ,
03 October Yayness for th start of exams . Gotten enjoy this period since i could just go home straight after th papers . Had english paper 2 and heard many people says that th paper is difficult . Shirleen and evelyn is one of them , heard from evelyn that even paulynn said so . Think this time , i cfm die . Chinese paper 1 next . Was alright though i wasted many papers on it .
Went home after paper , dint know that deardear waited me . Ah , anyways long story .
Went library studied , home and sleep . Was uberly tired . Fuck up ! Sigh ~ Idk why .
04 OctoberWoke up almost 11 . Thought that i would be late for tuition . Argue with mom about stuffs and went out home angrily . Took bus and met mich at staircase there . Bought mac before that , ate my mac chicken and went in for tuition . Bored and i totally can't concentrate . Kenneth sucker ! And yah , zhang xiang came and sat behind me . Er okeh , never mind .
Went t sushi shop @ 201 . Well , it's not as good as 800+ one . HAH ! Went t library alone to study but was so packed . Left and went mac instead . Studied till around 5plus then walked around and went back 800+ to meet eve for dinner . Saw kehley on th way back . Gosh , she pierced her lips . Tsk tsk , paikia right ? Yah loh . O:
Went kfc for dinner and i can't finish my chicken . Sucker , it doesn't taste even good -.-
I'm lost in your little world , i can't find th way . Do you even understand what you meant to me ? I gave you everything alrdy . I left nothing . I'm lost and did you find me ? You said that you wna forget me , you hurt me , thanks . 2 days not enough ? I thought you could forget me easily since you said so . You asked me to gave you 2 days break , i gave . In th end you told me that you wna forget me . Isn't that same as literally break ? I don't have th energy to think properly alrdy . Exams are so close and yet i don't even have th mood to concentrate . You're tired ? Me ? Sigh ~ I pulled everything together and then now we in tiff , again ! So near yet so far , i don't want to end this . I rather die , kill me please . Don't torture me alrdy .
if i'm dead , i will never hope that i'll be alive . Maybe ? I'll never regret , because if i came back , i only bring sadness , anger and unhappiness to you . I'm that lousy , i admit . You don't have to tell me . I guess i won't be able to fulfill th 10 reasons i gave you that day . i don't think you even want it .
Added new song anyways . This song is dedicated to you , i guess ? Everything went th wrong way . If you're clever enough , you can read those .
Loving Minhwan @ 4:14 AM
